i decided to go up the street and have some beer and stake sammich
it was nice
i fed a little of the veal stake to my favourite shop stray #catstr chikita, as well as giving her some nice ... well, the nicest thing i could find, some actual gravy with chunks of tuna
plus of course some cheesy biscuits
she is getting more and more familiar with me, she doesn't bat my fingers when i try to touch her now
gave me a good opportunity to watch her and she has the dark eye secretion and a bit of the yellow stain on her paws, and the more obvious tongue out thing... only difference with her is her laryngitis
but she several times managed to make a note as she spoke to me, sometimes surprisingly
anyway
too many things to think about
i almost wasn't gonna turn on the computer but then i saw #mochi wanted some dindins so i gave him the best of the new things i found... well, i saw them before but now i look at the label and look for the one that shows chunks of tuna in a gravy, that seems to be nearly decent, not just jelly and meat so soft you could cut it with a credit card
mochi is enjoying a can of that now also
if humans won't appreciate what i do then i'll find some small animals who will
i know there is some nice humans that appreciate me and i do my best there but the little animals appreciate the attention and care in a very concrete way and i need some of that
if nobody is bettered by your actions then you are worthless