Is this a bot?

i'm now into my second week of no caffeine and i am finally starting to get better vision convergence for reading, after much of the last 3 years suffering with double vision while needing my eyes to work well for programming

i'd rate the current state of it at 50% of the typical average for the last few years, so i'm now almost dead certain that whatever caffeine, and especially coffee, was doing to me, is now starting to recover

idk how long it will take but if i'm at 50% improvement at 2 weeks then maybe i'll be able to see normally again soon

it's also going to be interesting to see how it affects my minimum distance for focus... when i was young, it was about 15 centimeters i could read sharp text, in fact i could read text at about 2 points (1/36th of an inch tall) such as the hidden writing in australian banknotes styled into lines. since this double vision problem started that blew out to about 40cm but if it is possible for me to focus again at 30cm i'm gonna call that a massive win, and a massive black mark on caffeine and coffee as being "good for your health"

i'm also becoming generally more productive, my motivations are not so fickle and i find it easier to sit down and plug at something when i decide to do so

Please discount relays like nos.lol of relay.band as #outboxes. Otherwise, you fill everyone's replies up with spam.

When you wonder why some particular npub suddenly and inexplicably completely hates your guts and follows you around, ranting at you, for hours, over the course of days, telling anyone willing to listen, that you can't code and are a clueless idiot and need to show the Important People more respect, and any criticism you voice is completely unfounded...

And then you see that Primal has put them on the Official Recommendation List.

seeing that i have just finished my 7th jubilee (49 years) i'm gonna be a loud, and aggressively bullshit calling old fart at this point, idk how these poor old people tolerate this, i want to scream at all the rest of society on their behalf, they are being fucked by this fiat vegan bullshit fascist pharma/agra fascist bullshit